No.171642
probably amputating my left testicle
not joking
No.171647
I had a severe ear infection one time and it made me beg God for death.
No.171648
>>171642>self amputationdid you keep it in a jar?
No.171649
>>171648After i cut it off i was gushing blood even with hemostats applied so i freaked out and called 911
They confiscated it
No.171676
>>171660i think you should keep cutting off parts of your body (if you want to)
No.171679
>>171674male genitalia is a direct result of excessive dihydrotestosterone in the womb
female genitalia is the default state for human genitalia
in that sense, male genitalia is quite literally a tumor for women such as myself
you wouldn't let a tumor in your brain stay there and grow would you? of course not.
No.171683
a radfem once said she wished trannies could experience periods cause the second they do theyll say nope and off themselves geg
No.171692
>>171689This explains why u r stupid
No.171695
>>171694Falsenvke
No.171703
>>171699her name is Taisa, she smells like squid
No.171705
>>171694favala bro is depressed
No.171706
>>171692yeah
>>171694i would cry
No.171739
>>171705 everyone here is
No.171758
Stomach pain from sickness 100% felt like death.
No.171759
>>171652what do you think retard
No.171762
>>171689Head injuries dont hurt theyre just pulsing heat. I remember rolling on a tire and hitting my head or falling from top bunk onto a screw
No.171772
>>171649did you use lidocaine
No.171780
>>171679>>171660How is this line of thinking different than a person with anorexia.
No.171967
You faggots are only saying those things because you are terrified of the thought of losing another frequent poster just like how it happened in the almost 2 years this website has been up and now is reduced to a very few posters that may not even reach 20, although this can be due to the auth preventing new people from posting. I was going to write a massive yapping nuke but the body limit prevented me from embarrassing myself further and this shithole won't tell you what is the character limit and neither how close you are to it, so I'm not even gonna bother.
>>171697It was a reply to you that was too long to post and like everything I do, I diverge from the main thing and end up going places. All I gonna say is, I'm none of those things, I'm just a random, I don't get what "vibe" you are talking about, stop idealizing a random in a obscure 4cuck offshoot.
No.171975
>>171758food poisoning is agony
after 12 hours of vomiting every 5 minutes you become fatigued and you keep thinking you will pass out but then you feel your heartrate redline because its time to vomit again
awakened to vomit, feel faint, awakened to vomit, feel faint
No.172001
>>171987yup
i post here as part of my usual cycle of worthless fake enjoyment like gaming and looking at anime boobs, and also wagecucking and praying to God
No.172024
>>172023but can you create?
No.172046
>>1719671. Browse /pol/
2. Get depressed
3. Blame jews
No.172048
>>172046did you draw this
No.172087
>>172046I don't even browse /pol/ and I don't even hate jews that much. You trannies should stop letting that board live rent free, even if you have the right reasons to do that.
>>172018I know that I'm traumatized and a social failure, but I didn't knew I also came across as a narcissist since I'm just as self loathing as the trannies I so despise and obsess over, but at least they have other trannies to support them, their own
Männerbund while I try to disconnect from everything when I feel like I'm getting too attached to it. I don't know if you actually did banned me since I'm posting from my wagecuck wifi, but now I might stop posting here since I revealed how pathetic I am, I just don't know what to do now, I've been feeling very shit lately and I don't have nowhere to vent, I still haven't got any passion or hobby and I'm feeling less and less human each passing day. Sunday was probably the worst day I had in years, nothing particularly bad happened to me, but a switch flipped and now I'm constantly miserable.
No.172091
>>172087>I know that I'm traumatized and a social failure, but I didn't knew I also came across as a narcissist since I'm just as self loathing as the trannies I so despiseEveryone averages on being that to some extent in a corner of the internet like this, even memegoy, it was just a generic expression of it and easier to call out, it's also not much of a criticism either if everyone is, just generic
>nothing particularly bad happened to me, but a switch flipped and now I'm constantly miserable.It could be diet unironically, I used to order clean food from a restaurant almost every day but switched to cooking my own stuff for a few days, namely sandwiches, I think suddenly eating bread (I avoid bread) and the sauces (seed oils) fucked me up and I actually became severely depressed for a few days out of the blue until my diet remained clean for a while again, it sounds like a dick move to tell a depressed person to examine diet but I always do that because it makes a diff for me and they usually have no guesses
No.172148
>>171967you appeared in my bint mansion daydream doe
No.172250
>>172091It's not about diet, its something more existencial. I keep raping myself in battles of self-reflections that lead to nowhere but more internal pain, it all began when I started to reflect on why I keep going into places where there are people I don't like and looking for the reasons why I dislike them so I may overcome this feel, why I avoid getting closer to other people, then it spiraled into questioning my few passions left and I concluded that I am not "a real one". This, combined with my anxieties about my future prospects, where, to improve my material conditions and get a better j*b I must better qualify myself for it, while at the same time lacking willpower to do it, and then at the same time being unable to enjoy things because I constantly feel that i NEED to do something important and a mortal fear of stagnation (it's a viciois circle), mindbroke me and opened a black hole in my chest and I reached my lowest point. I wasn't this down not even when my dad died, at least back then I had multiple ways to cope. I was younger, still had friends irl
apparently some of them remembers me fondly because they are my mom's customers they asked her for me, but I'm too ashamed to talk to them since I have an inferiority complex towards them and they probably have better lives than I do, only cared about playing videogames and didn't had to be concerned about the future.
No.172252
>>172250It's becoming difficult to hide these feelings due to certain symptoms and people are starting to notice it behind my stoic and imposing keyfabe, they keep asking me "what happened", how the fuck I am supposed to explain to them "what happened"? I feel like I'm gonna break down and cry like a little bitch, my hands are shaky like I'm a Parkinson's patient and I keep catching myself doing stupid things because my mind is somewhere else. Honestly, I would've killed myself a long time ago, but I care too much about my family and I know very well how the unexpected death of someone can impact those who are still here I also have principles that'll prevent me from doing it. Suicide is one of the most cowardly and egoistical things a human can do, no matter how miserable I am, I'll never doing it.
I've been feeling like a sissy lately, an
OTOKO is not supposed to look this vulnerable. Anyway, I'm feeling a little bit better now that I managed to get this shit out of me, but things aren't going to be the same anymore.
No.172254
>>172250just stop using ts site nigga
No.172256
>>172255it was the second post on first page. I hope you realize nobody cares about your bitching and whining most people here arent gonna read your essays and even if they do they'll just laugh at them nobody gaf
No.172259
>172250
>waah I'm a failed normalfag, here's my sad tranime reaction image and my "unique" situation that's totally not the same as every /r9k/ failed normalfag, im totally a doomer kino protagonist
You're not special, you boring retard, just kill yourself already monkey, but you won't, cause you love that attention
No.172260
>>172250I have been having similar thoughts and feelings for a few months now but what can you do, the world was not made for weirdos like us
Be glad there's internet at least to connect with other outcasts
and don't think/analyze too much
No.172261
>>172259save your post and read it in 5 years
No.172263
>>172087just chill out reatrd, none of this matters
we're just internet people
just because we refrain from opening up irl out of fear of REAL prosecution doesnt mean we should prosecute ourselves if literalwhos on the internet dont like us
No.172267
wah wah we must doxx all gay people
No.172268
>>172264people hate people who are too different from them by default tho
No.172269
>>172252Everything you're going thru happens to every middle/lower class men in their 20s, you mentioned anxiety about material situation, do whatever you can to improve it now, small changes everyday, even if it doesn't work out you will have the peace of mind that you tried at least.
No.172272
>>172268I hate you, so this is truke
No.172329
>>172259Holy projection nuke.
>>172260>and don't think/analyze too muchIt's impossible not to do it when you are a loner and have nothing to distract your mind.
>>172264Thank you for your words, Aryan Chad, I worship you and your BWC.
>explained that he had a boyfriend from the sharty who groomed him and is spreading his doxx after the breakupWhat the fuck is up with sharty faggots man